CO129-425 - Governor Sir May - 1915 [10-12] — Page 695

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And that was impossible,

to lie to myself to snoth my conscience.

I could not belie myself.

distinct sensation that I could not laugh anymore; never more in my

life I could laugh. And one night, I have been weeping as a child cy

over that fact, never, never more to be able to laugh to my children,

to my own little girl of four, who is quite father's child, who ever

lives in my heart. I had so often condemned falsehood and treason

in my naner - I remembered every word of my indictment. They all

came home to me now, with all the force I had given them in my in-

This became hell for me. I wanted dignation to orush others.

Could not escape from myself, I had a

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to be death, but still I wished a honourable death.

I have passed

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a hurricane, a typhoon, one day and a half from Yokohama. was no danger. But I prayed fervently that the ship would founder.

Then nobody would know, All who I loved would mourn me with lova.

When I lived I would lose that love and only get acorn and contempt.

And yet - was it not for a part out of love, that I had sinned.

I even then did not mind all those others, inocent women and childre on board who would die with me in the raging waves. I prayed God

to save ne by Death. It was not the end yet, not the end.

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It was as if I got new strength for the continuance of my

He was a mistrust- treason only by the aversion, I felt for him.

He could not, That is what I take him for. ing atter coward. or would not give me the address, and I did not care at all. told me to stay for some weeks in Japan; by that time he would have

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